Tuesday, April 15, 2008

I Heart N Y!

That's right, I love the big apple, well mostly china town, but the rest of it isn't too bad either. I had to escort my mother in law to New York last weekend so she could catch her connecting flight to Istanbul. It was hard seeing her go, I will miss her, and I couldn't really tell her most of what I wanted to tell her as we parted ways, about how much she has meant to me and to all of us these past few months, and how much she has helped us and made our lives better in so many ways. I couldn't tell her that, so I told her goodbye, and as the TSA official yelled at me to get out of the line and go away, I told her to have a nice trip. They wouldn't allow me to go through security, so I had to leave her alone to navigate through security without any knowledge of english, and also to find her terminal. Luckily, there were turkish people around, if not for that, then she might still be trying to communicate with the TSA guys, or looking for her terminal, but that's not the gubment's problem, now is it?


So, after I watched her go, I navigated through the lobby of the airport for a while, I got something to eat, I bought some pills for my pounding headache, and sat down for a while to let them do their thing. The second "lord of the rings" movie was playing, I watched it a bit, and oddly it struck me as very stilted, everything was over dramatized, it seemed that it was glorifying war to a ridiculous extent (any extent is ridiculous, I guess). I had flown into New York with no baggage or spare clothes, not even a toothbrush. I had my wallet, my iphone (which I took a few pictures with), a pair of sunglasses, and two pairs of earphones for my iphone (accidentally). That's it! This was a new experiment in traveling light for me, and mostly it turned out great. The only thing I missed was a charger for my iphone, which, it turns out, is much more important than most other things. I wandered back and forth for a while, looking for an ATM I could use to withdraw cash from my discover card with. This would prove to be a fruitless effort for the duration of my trip. About half the shops in New York don't take discover, and there is no way to withdraw cash from a discover card with the ATMs there. They all immediately ask for a pin number, but I don't have one because it's a credit card, not a debit card, so that was that.

After a while, I went outside and got a taxi, they said it would cost about fifty bucks to go to the Empire State Building, I was reluctant for a second, but I figured I would have to bite the bullet because obviously I was a long way from Manhattan so it was either pony up or sit at the airport all day, so I jumped in, armed with my trusty discover card. The taxi ride lasted quite a while, but eventually we made it to the building and I got out and went inside. The lobby was very impressive, although there was renovation going on and much of it was covered up. I went and waited in a long line, which turned out to be only the first of many, many long lines I would stand in on my way to the 86th floor observatory. Finally, this guy said we could stop waiting in lines if we wanted to just walk up 6 flights of stairs, so I jumped out of line and went for it. I got to the observatory at last and boy, was it worth it! We were so high up that the statue of liberty looked like a little, tiny speck. I looked around, and looked down at the other buildings, and it almost made me dizzy. I could see, huge, towering, monstrous buildings, and they looked like they were so far below us, it was amazing! I found myself wondering that men could build something this tall and massive. It was very beautiful, and very windy. As I looked up at the tower that capped the building above me, I could not tell if the clouds were moving by very quickly, or if the building itself was swaying through the sky. Either way, it almost made my head swim again.



I went up to the 101st floor, but I was a bit disappointed. It didn't look any higher than the 86th, and you couldn't go outside, it was all glassed in! Very anticlimactic. So I went back to the 86th, and then exited the building armed with a little folding map of manhattan that I bought at the gift shop. I unfolded it as I walked down the street, and quickly decided that my next stop was china town, which is on the south side of the island. I walked for hours, mostly on broadway. I kept wondering where all the broadway musicals were, I thought any time I would stumble upon them, but I never saw any. Just ordinary city buildings for block after block. Eventually Broadway ended and I had to go on a different street. There was a park and people were playing chess at little stone chess tables in a small courtyard. It was pretty neat to see people playing chess and to see people standing around watching each move with keen interest. across from the park there was a big lighted numerical sign.


There were about 14 digits and the numbers were changing rapidly, I wondered if it was displaying the national debt or some other huge number, I didn't see an explanation of what it was anywhere. I went into a few stores, I saw a barnes and nobles that had about 7 stories, I walked around each story. At the back of one floor, there were big windows facing the street with wide window sills. People were lounging on the window sills with books. They had a huge selection. I also went into a circuit city, it was pretty much the same as in mississippi, I thought about getting a small digital camera, but I didn't. I also went into a store called "forbidden planet". It had comics and magazines and zines and manga of all sorts, and also action, sci-fi, and fantasy figurines and toys of every variety. There was a huge replica of the starship enterprise from star trek. It was lit up just like on television, with whirring lights in the engines and blinking beacons at the helm. It looked amazing. People kept walking by it and remarking about how cool it was. One couple walked by it and the girl said "that is HOT!".


It started to get dark and I still hadn't found china town, so I stopped at a little bar to get a drink and down some more pills for my head, which was still hurting a bit. I ended up sitting at the bar, I got a crown and coke, which cost me $10! They wouldn't take my discover, so I had to pull out my debit card, which was already overdrawn. I recently bought two sets of new tires, one for my wife and one for me, and I also had to pay the hospital bill from when my daughter, Jasmine was born, because neither my insurance, nor my wife's insurance would cover it, and that wiped me out pretty good. So anyway, I probably ended up paying about $50 for that drink. Another lucky factor was the fact that it had been almost 3 weeks since I had been paid, due to a fluke in the calendar (we are paid on the first and the fifteenth, which usually ends up being two weeks apart, but this time for some reason it was a few days longer so we were paid today, on tuesday, instead of on friday like we usually are).

So there I was with a useless debit card and a discover card that nobody wanted! As I finished my drink, I started talking to a guy named Michael who was sitting next to me. He had long blonde hair, he looked about 35 or 40, and he was a guy from Connecticut who liked to play guitar and bass in his spare time. He bought me a heineken and I got a pretty good buzz going about half way through it, I guess I haven't had any alcohol in a while. We talked and joked around for a while and he had to go, he said I was wise to go to china town, and that I should eat chicken feet when I got there, and also that it would taste terrible. I got directions from a couple that was sitting at a table, and off I went to discover china town, which wasn't too far away by this time. I happened upon a closed market with big red paper lanterns hanging above the awning, and I knew I had found what I was looking for. I walked into a little chinese restaurant and ordered some Pad Thai. It was a little bit different from what I'm used to, the noodles were very thin and delicate and tasted really good. It wasn't as spicy as I expected, or maybe not at all, but it was still good. I was the only non chinese person there, and I really enjoyed watching the people talk and interact with each other. It seemed they all knew each other pretty well. After this I walked around a little bit more, but it was really dark and almost everything was closed, so I decided to check on a hotel room. If I walked around all night, I'd be really tired the next day, and I probably wouldn't see as much as I would during the day. I only saw two hotels, a holiday in and a hotel that was all lit up in blue, it was called blue hotel or maybe azure hotel, something like that.

I bounded up the escalator toward the front desk of the holiday in, and realized that my buzz was pretty much gone. The girl at the desk said that the rooms were $250, so I decided to check the other hotel, which was on the same block, but they wouldn't let me in, so I went right back and got a room. She said I had gotten the last room! That was pretty lucky, because I don't know where I would have found another hotel. The clerk was asking me about my stay in New York, and I said that one block of New York was about like my home town, or at least it seemed that way. I also remarked that the chicken pad thai that I had in china town was better than usual, and she said she never had pad thai, which I found hard to believe, especially coming from someone who works a block away from china town, but I was too tired to ask any questions, so I got a tooth brush and went to my room. It was actually a pretty decent room, and it wasn't long before I had brushed my teeth and turned out the light. I opened the window and looked out at the city one last time. There was a little McDonald's across the street, and big dark buildings all around. One building had a water tower on top of it, and it all seemed so fascinating to me, I loved looking at those buildings for some reason, but I closed the curtains and set the alarm clock. My iphone was almost out of battery life, so I turned it off and set the little clock by the bed so I wouldn't oversleep the next morning.

I woke up about 7:30 and took a very thorough shower, before putting my dirty clothes back on. As I left the hotel I picked up a little map of New York which I liked better than the little fold out one, and I called Fatma and printed out my ticket information at a little internet computer in the lobby. Then I turned my cell phone back off because it was almost dead and set out for more sight seeing. I ate breakfast at McDonald's against my better judgement, simply because that was the only place I could think of in china town to eat breakfast. Then I went off to explore china town some more. I saw a park where old women were doing tai chi and men were doing tai chi with swords. I talked to a young guy who was sitting on a bench with a big sword, and he seemed surprised that I didn't realize tai chi could be done with swords. He had been doing it for about 3 years he said. He told me some good places to eat in china town, and admonished me not to look at the food, because some of it doesn't look very good. There were also groups of people practicing kung fu, and an old guy playing basketball by himself. I wandered through some of the side streets, and it was truly amazing. One street was mostly barber shops. Another had several nickle and dimes stores. They were packed with all sorts of goods in no particular order or arrangement. As I looked through one, a huge white guy came in (the first I had seen in a while) and his head was almost touching the ceiling. Someone said something in chinese to him and he answered back in chinese and his accent was perfect. The markets were all open, and some of them had already been stripped clean of fish, but others had frozen fish of different types piled up on tables and baskets of fruit and vegetables on display. There was a little covered alley with shops on the sides, and in the window of one little shop, I saw a poster with a chinese elvis impersonator, singing into a microphone and wearing full elvis regalia.

I went into a shop that sold herbs and medicine, and everything was in chinese. I couldn't tell what anything was because it all looked the same. The only english I saw was a curious poster showing the human ear and which parts of the ear relate to other parts of the body. There was even a section of the ear that represented the butt. It must have been for acupuncture or something. As I walked around the little streets and watched the people, I absolutely fell in love with china town. I wanted to stay there longer and experience it more, but I had to catch a flight back that afternoon, so I had to leave. I visited a buddhist temple on my way out. There was a room with a huge golden buddha and rows of little kneeling pads for worshippers. Monks were sitting at a table in the middle of the room singing hymns in chinese and striking gongs of different types at regular intervals. They were really out of tune at first but as they continued they got better. There were pictures along the walls showing events in the life of the buddha, and most of them struck me as pretty ridiculous. One said that when he was born, he took seven steps and seven lotuses appeared where his feet had been. Yeah, right!

I got on 5th avenue and started walking north toward central park. I went through little italy, then later I doubled back and walked south to greenwich village, but it was just normal buildings and nothing special, so I walked back north again. I went into a few shops, one was a book store, I think it was barnes and noble's, that looked very small, but as I went inside, I noticed that the books were packed in tightly and there were a lot of books! There was a little door at the back that lead to another room full of books, in all there were about five rooms, each leading to other rooms, and I also noticed that there were two more floors, each of them packed tightly with books and not much free space between shelves! I also walked into Macy's for a few minutes, but everything was ultra expensive. I tried to buy water or snacks a few times but nobody took discover. Finally I found a place that did so I bought some water for my headache pills (I was feeling good, but I took a couple just in case), and a cherry pastry. Later on I found a little pizza place so I got a slice of veggie pizza and sat in the window to watch the people pass by and scarf it down. I probably ate more than I really needed to, but what the heck, you can't go to New York without eating pizza, right? I kept thinking about Michael Scott and his trip to New York, I saw his favorite pizza place, "Sbarro", and also I ruined somebody's picture by sticking my tongue out as I walked by in the background, as he was so fond of doing. I even saw Michael Scott himself on a big screen in times square during a commercial for "the office".

Times square was amazing, but not in the same way as china town. It was all bright lights and tackiness and excitement and tons of people. Big television screens and huge advertisements where everywhere. I finally saw the section of broadway that everyone talks about, the musicals and other shows and attractions, and then it turned into seventh avenue. I didn't spend much time in times square, I walked straight through and toward central park. Just after times square, I went into a little shop and got my only souvenir, an "I Heart N Y" t-shirt. I put it on under my hoodie right in the store, and off I went into central park. Central park is actually huge. It is a large, long, square area right in the center of Manhattan, and it would take longer than I had simply to walk to the other end of it. So I ended up walking about half way and exiting to the west and into the Museum of Natural History. The trees were mostly bare of leaves, but the park was still very nice. There were paths for walking, and also for bike riding, and also a baseball park. It was very nice, and there was a memorial to John Lennon close to the museum that people seemed to really enjoy. The museum was also a lot of fun. It might not be as nice as the Smithsonian, but it is huge and it seemed very educational to me. There was a hall of human origins, with models of cave men and women of different types, and of course they were all naked. The children all seemed to get a kick out of them, they ran around from one display to the next, pointing and laughing and calling out "hey look, more naked people!".

I finally pried myself away from the museum, with much difficulty, because it was time to get back to the airport. I hailed a taxi, but the ride to JFK took an hour and twenty minutes, and I was just too late for my flight! Luckily, the woman at the desk found me another flight out, leaving from LaGuardia, so I got another taxi to get there. The driver was Korean, he made me guess, and Korean was my second guess. He told me that there are actually four china towns in New York, and the biggest one (biggest in the world) is in Flushing. He also said the second biggest korea town in the world is in Flushing. Anyway, after a brief but entertaining ride, I was at the other airport. I had to go to the "Marine terminal" for some reason, and caught a mostly empty plane to Washington, and then another mostly empty plane to Jackson. As we lifted off from Washington I could see the Washington Monument and the White House lit up in the distance, I thought about how I'd like to go back to Washington again, but I want to go back to New York more.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Bomb, Bomb, Bomb!

The other day, I was working out at the local health club, and I noticed there was a catchy little guitar riff being played on the speakers. It was some rock song that I had never heard before, and while the music was nothing unusual, in fact it was quite familiar, it was rather catchy and hummable. Then I heard the lyrics, they went something like this: "I'm going to join the US Ar--my, and we're gonna bomb bomb bomb, bomb bomb babomb". They went on to say "we're gonna shake this city all night long", and "we're gonna bring them to their knees". As I stood there astounded, thinking to myself, "Is this some sort of joke? Is this for real?", I gradually came to the awful realization that I was indeed listening to a pop song on the radio about bombing civilian areas and killing people on a massive scale. It was catchy, it was casual and nonchalant, it was set to electric guitar, it was rather upbeat, and it was advocating mass murder. I am not going to ask you what has happened to our society. I will not be so melodramatic as to ask "What have we become?". I don't think that even the most vigilant, informed, politically minded people could possibly comprehend the true depth of our national depravity, I know I can't, and of course these people are an extreme minority. Most people can't even comprehend that we could possibly do wrong at all. They think that when people attack us it is out of jealousy and evil, that we are perfect and whatever we do is right. There is very little hope for these people and there is very little reason to talk to them at all, any more than there was a reason to tell Hitler that maybe the Jews were human after all and shouldn't be slaughtered. In the words of Mos Def, God did not intend for the wicked to rule the world, and yet clearly they do, and most of us here on the bottom rungs of society are so brainwashed, so hopelessly controlled and enslaved, that only the words of the paid propagandists we see on our television can possibly be taken as the truth. Our only reality is the reality that they have built for us. Our only morals are the morals that they give us. Our only thoughts are the ones that they approve of. We can't possibly realize the true extent of the evil and suffering that is afoot in the world today. Perhaps the best way to express it is with this little poem:

Come away, oh human child
to the waters and the wild
with a Fairy hand in hand,
for the world's more full of weeping
than you can understand.

One million Iraqis are dead, four million Iraqis have been displaced from their homes, and that is just scratching the surface of one nation out of many, many nations that are suffering because of the evil that has highjacked our government and the governments of many other countries. There is so much hate and suffering and racism and oppression and war and greed and corruption and tyranny in the world today, it is impossible to even fathom it. It is time to get off of our high horses and stop acting like god's gift to the world and clean up our act. It is time to stop waving the flag and the cross and start fighting for humanity. It is time to finally realize that there are no "sub-human" humans. We are all the same and we are all humans and there is no "bad race" that is causing all the trouble in the world. It's all of us who cannot let go of our pride and our greed and our anger and our hate long enough to create a better world for our children.

The people in charge are right about one thing: there are too many people on this planet. Earth cannot support the endless expansion and reproduction of humans, there just isn't enough resources, there isn't enough water for everyone, there isn't enough energy, there isn't enough room for all of us and also for the natural ecosystems and flora and fauna that we depend on for sustenance. Humanity as a whole must learn to stop reproducing like rabbits. I don't agree with the elites that humanity must be exterminated. Yes, they plan on exterminating most of us, of course they do, do you really think they would allow us to use up all the resources and destroy the world that they have absolute control over? No way, Jose! They are very cynical about the common people, and don't believe that there is any other alternative other than getting rid of us all before we do any more damage. There is a better way, we can educate people all over the world and encourage them to be responsible and limit the size of their families. The elites don't believe that people can be responsible and do the right thing, I do. I believe in people and I know that if given the chance, they will do what is necessary to make this world a wonderful place to live for everyone. Will they ever get that chance? I don't know. People must shake off the powerful mind control that has ensnared them and get active and informed. They must become active members of their government and unequivocally reject all forms of racism, hate, bigotry and violence. They must turn off their television sets, burn their newspapers and knock on the doors of their congressmen. At least in that there is some hope. If enough people do not do this, then we will all be dispossessed soon, we will see a two tiered feudalist system where the elites have everything and 99.9% of us have absolutely nothing, and then we will be exterminated.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Racism is Alive and Well

I have recently been watching documentaries about the Israeli/Palestinian conflict, and I have learned some shocking facts. I have realized that here in America we only get one side of the story, that the other side is systematically ignored or demonized. I have learned many things that I never would have known without doing my own research and watching documentaries on the internet, because these things are not meant to be known by Americans, and our government and our media work together to deprive us of this knowledge.

We all know the Israeli perspective, we know that the Jews suffered during the holocaust and that they were driven from their ancestral lands over a thousand years ago by the Roman empire. We know that Jews feel insecure and that they want their own "homeland", which can serve as a refuge from the crazy Nazis and KKK members of the world. We know that many people hate Israel and that many Palestinians attack Israel in one way or another every year. What we don't know is that Israel was created through massacres and land confiscation, that Palestinians were slaughtered and driven from their homes en masse, and that they are huddled together in refugee camps in Gaza and the West Bank, living under a hostile and often brutal military occupation in squalid conditions as Jewish settlers flood into their areas every year to take the best land, consume most of the water supplies, and demolish any homes that might be "too close" to their new settlements.

We don't know the fear and outrage they feel as they watch their land being slowly stolen before their eyes, we don't know the grief they feel when their children are shot by Israeli soldiers and their houses are demolished by huge armored bulldozers. We only know that "terrorism is bad" so we condemn them and assume that they must just be horrible, violent people with no regard for human life. They must just be angry and hateful by nature. They must just be different and inferior to us. They must just be savages who cannot possibly be dealt with in any way, so they must be destroyed.

As I have discussed this issue on YouTube, I have learned that many people have racist views toward Palestinians, or "Pals" as they call them, and arabs in general. They believe that arabs are intrinsically violent and savage, that they have no regard for human life, and that they cannot be dealt with or reasoned with in any way. I have realized that this is a very prevalent view, and yet I am not sure if most people realize that this is overt racism. If you say that Jews are stingy, or that black people are criminals, or that Mexicans ride donkeys or that white people are uptight, or that Asians are good at math, people will quite readily recognize the obvious racism and stereotyping, but somehow when you say that "arabs are violent", it is often seen simply as a factual statement. In fact, I have pointed out to people that they were bigots during conversations about how horrible all of the arabs are, and they seemed quite shocked but not at all ready to accept that characterization. I get the feeling that most of them honestly don't see themselves as being racist even though they passionately hate an entire race of people based on stereotypical notions about that race.

This to me is the most pernicious form of racism. Sure, there is plenty of overt racism out there, and there are plenty of people who will proudly tell you that they are racists, but somehow, that doesn't seem nearly as dangerous to me as the type of racism that masquerades as justice and fairness. The people who say "I'm not a racist. I don't hate arabs, I just hate all violent people, and all arabs are violent!", those people scare me much more than any KKK member. I know that most of you have heard lots of horrible things about Palestinians. You have seen many reports about suicide bombings and rocket attacks and many other things. I would not deny for one instant that those things are wrong and bad in every way, but I hope you realize that this is only half of the story. I hope you realize that these acts are not the only acts of violence being committed, and Jews are not the only ones being attacked and killed. Most importantly, I hope you realize that no matter what the evening news might try to tell you, through distortion, insinuation or through simple omission, all people are fundamentally the same. Underneath all the trappings of culture and language and religion, all people are EXACTLY ALIKE in very fundamental ways, and all people have rights, all people have dignity, and all people deserve equal consideration and sympathy. Do not fall into the trap of the insidious form of racism that pretends to be the opposite of what it truly is.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Help Break the Matrix!


Last night I watched the local news, and guess what, they covered the presidential candidates and although there are only five candidates left in both parties, they could not find time to mention Ron Paul! The media blackout is complete, it is intentional, and it reaches all the way down to your local news! It's time to break away from this evil system of coordinated lies and propaganda. Help to break the matrix by turning off your television, cancelling your newspaper subscriptions, and ignoring all mainstream reporting.

Monday, February 4, 2008

Goodbye Yahoo!

This is my first post on my new blog. I am leaving Yahoo because Microsoft bought Yahoo for 55 billion dollars in an effort to drive Google out of business. This is just one more example of why Microsoft is evil and is really the company that should be driven out of business. Believe me, what Microsoft really wants is a monopoly, and if they get one, we will suffer because of it. When they drove Netscape out of business, they disbanded the Internet Explorer development team. There was only one guy still working on the code and fixing bugs, and there were no plans on ever releasing another version of the browser! The only reason IE7 exists is Firefox. With this in mind, I am moving my email and blog and pictures to Google and I encourage all of you to do the same. Do not support the new Microsoft controlled Yahoo, if you do, you are only working against your own best interests!